Anita,

You are an angel. Thank you so much for your kindness. You give me perspective and make me accountable. I hope one day I can share with you my progress. Maybe our paths cross again, maybe I find someone else.

I wanted to give up yesterday. I was ready to just roll over and do nothing. I couldn’t see anything positive in the future for me. I felt like i lost the only thing I had going for me.

I’ll just stay out of sight out of mind. Give her space. I guess that’s all I can do. Maybe she will miss me. Maybe. I don’t think so. She told me we had no chance of being anything ever again and I’ll take her word for it.

It’s a tough pill to swallow.

Thank you again Anita.