so god would be totally separate from the stars – i think that would make sense in a big bang way. i did the exercise mainly in my mind, i got maybe 4 or 6 hours of sleep, it was hard for me to get out of bed. all i was thinking to get up was “okay i’ll get up now…okay now!” haha but i affirmed in my mind. i think that now since i wake up a little earlier than usual for my math class, my body has a new kind of rhythm. the universe though is really such a complicated thing, but people make it seem like a wary thing with all the “you better make sure you put that positive energy out so you won’t be fucked up”. it’s nervewracking. that i have to watch for things like that just for my life to be in order in the future. it’s bad enough that i’m running away from things to stop from feeling watched and all that. now it’s up to me to be happy every single moment to manifest things i want. according to what people say about it anyway.

(i’m gonna do my exercise in the mirror today by the way. i also made anoter acquaintance at school today in the same class as the last.)