Hi Anita,

Thanks for your comment but you are not correct with your comments on my marriage as why would I pretend that everything is better when it is not!
If my marriage was not back on track I would of ended it by now as I have been put through enough the last 3 years and refuse to be put through anymore and made that very clear.

I know what being a mother entails and would never be a mother unless I was 100% certain I was ready for it and wanted it.

I don’t think you are grasping my lost in life as my lost in life is not my marriage or you thinking I am unhappy in it and pretending to be.

My lost is me, I feel I have not got where i wanted to get in my career in the corporate world and I know is because I don’t belong it the corporate environment.

I want a sense of purpose and I don’t feel like I have one currently in my life.