Thanks Anita; I won’t let it distress me.

I’ve caught myself missing him. I was doing so well. Just wanted to write it out..Trying to hold myself and not to contact him. I wanted to contact him but just to remind him how he lied to me and hurt me…to remind him nothing was my fault. That he can’t blame me for everything. But somehow i miss him or something.
i’ve also had a rejection letter of one of the phd programs i applied to…I just dont wanna go back to all that emotional rollercoaster again.