Dear Anita,
I can agree that the fear of not living up to expectations set forth by society as a whole has hindered me. It’s a constant battle between what I think I should be doing and what I want to do. This is with everything, including things as trivial as what’s for dinner! I’m so confused with things and think I need to be more readily able to just go with what I want. I’m not sure if any of this makes sense, first time I’ve reached out for advice on any of this and feel good to have willing ears to listen. Thanks!