Its true, Anita. But I currently am feeling totally drained. I truly loathe myself for how I treated her, someone I love beyond words. Right now she messaged me saying – “I once considered you my brother, so I hope you know I’ll never mean you harm. Good luck and take care.” I don’t know what it means, if she’ll ever be ready to be with me again. I’ve sent a message suggesting we can be friends again, that I’ll always care for her. But her cold and offended tone truly stabs me and I know only I’m responsible for it. 🙁 And even if we reunite by some miracle, if such an incident ever happens again, it’ll be the end definitely.