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Story, Part two:
“girls here also had shown interest in him…he loved them all… being two relations in two yrs…(the ambition for more and more appreciation, attention, praise… based on an early lack of such at Home, where appreciation, attention and praise was for money, status… )
is academics suffered the first yr…8th standard…and he saw the appreciation world melting down…
nxt year he…was in an intimate connection with a girl he liked in class…(unclear)… somee letters exchanged..
this freaked that girl…and he lost her forever…they nvr talked … (so far he tries to earn appreciation via academics, information management about socio-economic background and girls)
it was 10th boards…(unclear) his papa’s suzuki max 100 bike at skool had brought him much remarks and laughs one day…so biking to skool meant borrrowing cha cha’s caliber croma bike…
scored gud in 10th… wanted to go to kota for IIT preps (unclear)… ppl believed in his potential…for him it meant a new world…
reached thr.. settled..formed a group f friends…by the time had brume a real ppl pleaser .. ppl felt entertained around him..so was centre f attraction… (His potential= his value, his worth as a human being is somewhere in the future, always in the future and based on the past: the past he can do nothing about, his family background to which he was born, and the future is in the future, the status he is yet to earn. The attention he got from friends and girls is in the present)
studies were imp..but this new world f freedom and so many characters were writing its own script. (He is writing a script because he can, he has power over the script)
saw a girl from BOMBAY in the class room…