Hi Anita,

Feelings keep changing…progressing but…they change. Now i feel rage. Anger. Towards him. Today after weeks without contact I messaged him spilling out my rage. He replied by telling me he was really embarassed about everything he did. Made me feel slightly better but…
I still don’t know how to deal or what to think about the fact that Ive probably lived a lie in the past years. I don’t understand that. I feel as if I’ve lost/thrown away 2.5 years of my life. Dont know what to think about this.