Hello everyone, this is my first time using this forum, and I will explain why…

3 weeks ago my girlfriend of 2 1/2 years ended things with me out of the blue. over the phone.

I have never been as heartbroken, empty, suicidal and depressed as I am now, I have read many things on the internet about letting go of people and not dwelling on the past. But I am finding it so hard. I have been told that cutting all contact is the best thing to do. BUT its not that simple. We have been best friends since we were 16 (Im now 26.) and we share all of our friends etc etc. We spoke every single day, morning noon and night. And I had spent the weekend with her before she done it (on a monday night.) I was so angry I deleted everything, photos, numbers, reminders from my room.

But its not doing a thing, I think about her every single minute of the day and its driving me insane.

I know I need to leave her alone and not come across as a bitter pathetic idiot. But I just can’t, I break down in tears every day. (and I am a man who never cries)

I have no one to talk to as my friends will only tell her how shit I’m feeling. driving her further and further away.

I have loved her since the day we met, and I think I always will, I feel like I actually want to die. And I need help.

Lee.