I have felt like that myself…PLEASE Dont give up…. one thing that I have learnt in life, is that you just have to be yourself – and try not to worry about what others think of you. You just cant please everyone all the time, it is way to hard on you, and you cant make people like you – they either do or they dont. I dont have the answers either, but please know that I am sending you a hug too.
Try not to be too hard on yourself.. (I know that is easier said than done)