March 16, 2017 at 5:34 pm #139891
I don’t know what to do any more! I’m crying almost everyday because of what I did to my self when I was little, my cheek is swollen I don’t know why I was born a certain way and when I sit, I sit sideways and it hurts. I have one other thing that also drives me crazy I cant not explain because it’s privet only my parents know. I have a great mom and dad, they know I have these problems but they don’t know how much it hurts me. They don’t have enough money to fix me, and I’m having so much trouble living with my self everyday. In my head I’m thinking this ( part of what I’m thinking ). ” My body is suffering, I want to die but I’m so grateful for my mom and what I have that that I don’t want to, but my body I hate it. Through out the day I watch people and friends, they have healthy good body’s but all they can do is either be mad or stressed over some thing small, they can’t appreciate what they have they are so LUCKY to have a good body. I need help I can barely keep myself going. Some one give me Inspiration ): ): ):March 16, 2017 at 6:59 pm #139907
Dear Alissa/ Reader:
Based on your previous thread earlier this month: “I have no more inspiration to live” (click on member’s name I blue for the Activity record), your story is not truthful.
anitaMarch 16, 2017 at 9:21 pm #140001
I don’t get it?? Ya I did one earlier this month but nothing is helpingMarch 18, 2017 at 1:18 pm #140491
Just re-read your past post. You need to tell your parents. Most doctors will put them on a payment plan if they don’t have insurance or money. By the way, if you haven’t had a physical recently that is negligent, IMO. The truth is you DON’T know their financial situation. You DON’T know that the doctors won’t help a child (hint: they will).
That is my advice. Tell your parents. Go to a doctor. A real doctor, not just a chiropractor friend. (100K? Really??) End of story.
You are Worth It!
InkyMarch 18, 2017 at 4:01 pm #140511
Thanks, I will….March 18, 2017 at 6:38 pm #140521
Henry Alec McLeodParticipant
I’m going through the exact same thing myself. I posted my story and I’m going to help you with yours. I remember reading in the dhammapada that you have to love yourself as well. This was later on in the book and I can’t quote what chapter it is. This is a lot easier said than done because society often teaches that loving oneself is shameful. Just remember that you are equal to me, I am not anymore important than you and you are not anymore important than me. Buddha viewed ALL life was sacred.March 21, 2017 at 10:29 am #140987
I just feel so alone, I bet I’m the only one with my problem. I have dreams that are scaring the hell out of me and I know I have my parents, but I want a friend and I want to be healed, for now I want inspiration. I’m so lost so lost on what to do.