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  • April 14, 2017 at 9:34 pm #145167
    Christopher
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    Yes I don’t trust people generally.. I suppose I think if I can do these amazing things I can prove people wrong and have some come upence

    April 14, 2017 at 12:33 pm #145103
    Christopher
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    I am thinking a lot of it comes down to bullying that occured from the age of 11 to 17. I was in fear. And I would suppressed this fear with risky behaviour. Then drugs. Now in my adult life it is a pattern of not trusting or feeling close to anyone. Thinking relationships are instant. And turning to sex or other highs just to feel some comfort. After that going back to if I change everything people will like me and want me I need to be someone different because I cannot connect and trust people

     

    April 14, 2017 at 12:56 am #145015
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    Thank you for your response. I do chase highs. I suppose I try to make up for lost time and regrets. Life has been chaotic so when it seems to be finding more of a balance I will move towards the chaos again. As I said I try to find that one person to place my hope in. But obviously this is unrealistic. I want to be able to take little steps and build but I seem to get caught up in these surges that everything is not all right and dramatic change must come.

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