OK .. So I guess I’ll start of by saying this was the first time I have ever been in love ..I was with the guy for about then months…four of those months were a lie, the guy came clean to me about him just wanting to be with me..he was actually using me for his friends to have a place to well have sex, I forgave him I realized I loved him….Then We got into an argument over him disrespecting him.. And he broke up with me on my birthday…I took him back afterwards….n well he quit his job…n for the most part of the remainder of the relationship I would pay wherever we would go…but he would have money to go out with his…friend…my question is after alot of the crap…he put me through…and I know look back and realized I let him put me through… Why do I miss him it..was a ten month relationship, does it get better