Hi, this is my first time posting. I’m only 16, and I want to get advice and opinions. I liked this guy my freshman year, when he was a sophomore. We had the same German class, and he’s a very shy guy. He rolls his eyes, ignores, or moves when people try to talk to him. He did laugh at my jokes though, and we became closer and closer. He would move to sit next to me, and he would ask to see my phone. He got comfortable around me, the only girl he talks to in the entire school.

I want to say I influenced his style, but I can’t be too sure. I always complimented his hair, but he said he hated it. Although I told him to never cut it, and he hasn’t cut it since then. Also, I only wear sweatpants and gym shorts, while he only wore jeans. It wasn’t until we started talking when he started wearing sweatpants, and to this day, that’s all he wears. He would tell me jeans were so mainstream, ect.

We don’t talk anymore since we don’t have classes, but he stares at me a lot. I’ve gotten over him during the summer, but seeing him this year, I constantly think about the memories we’ve had. All my friends know I like him, and it’s hard to not mention him. He smiles at me and keeps turning his head to look at me, and he tends to pass by me a lot.

I tend to think about him all the time, and it bothers me. I am not sure if he likes, and I don’t want to be rejected by him. His friends are a bit rude in general, and they are the popular jocks of the school. I want to focus on myself more, but my mind keeps thinking about him, and I keep wondering if he ever liked me.

Sorry for the length, I just really want to have some change.