myotherme
i truly understand what you are going through and because i have also been to situation where only option u see is to end everything .
i feel every single emotion of what you are going through.
always remember that u are brave and thinking of solution in bad time thats what we are suppose to do . m glad that u put post here.
good stand strong fight with whatever you have and whatever you can .and use this point of life that you were standing strong and in future you will tell yourself yes it was difficult i made it through .
myotherme be brave give it time stand strong fight hard .

my love and best wishes to you ,myotherme