Dear Ziad:

Insanity is not uncommon. I was insane and my Healing Path is about becoming sane. When I was insane I thought the world was sane, and once I healed, I will join a sane world. I am healing, now five years and ongoing, daily work- it has been my full time job. So here I am, saner than ever and alone because the world I thought of joining is quite insane.

I do not celebrate insanity, no. It has been very painful for me to be insane. I like sanity. I like knowing what is going on.

You are a very interesting man, Ziad. Very interesting: intelligent, creative, daring. Strive to be sane, to become sane. Because to be insane, Ziad, is way too ordinary and I know you pride yourself in being outside the ordinary.

Here is some of your poem you wrote, the one from your other thread:

“I do not want to be used or labeled
to be accused of being unable
Is it hard to sin, to fall… Like a toy from hell!
What does it take to do a good deed?
When true self is in need!

The paradox within is flawless
The abyss below is lawless
Darkness around… Silence surround”

…And yet we have gone so far…far from the truth of which!
We had entitled our self with…Or the ones layers are?

Lies were not invented nor created
But within oneself are fated
Within one self is fated

I do not want to be used or labeled
to be accused of being unable
Darkness flows within, silence laws no more
As the paradox began to blend in, the abyss appears just a bin.

Knowing oneself is to be pardoned…Mastering it is the bargain.”

This intelligence, this creativity deserves sanity. Sanity is light; insanity is darkness. Sanity is feeling the ground underneath you and standing tall; insanity is falling into that abyss. Insanity is lawless; in sanity there are laws.

You don’t need insanity to be special; you are special as you are.

anita