Tank you, Keine, for your words. I just needed to hear it is normal (we know it all, still we need to hear that:) ). There is nobody and I don’t need it (partially because I kjust can’t). and yes, you probably have a point, I may be really afraid of getting hurted again. I’ve been looking at men as at irresponsible, childish a**holes, that probably are in club to cheat on their wifes or gfs… so there can be a point in your point. thank you. I know I need to heal, and that it takes time, I just hope, everything will get to normal once and I’ll be truly happy again. I’ve been strugling being single before I’Ve met him, so now I’m just trying not to dive in that feelings od loneliness again. and except for my friends and family, that are really supportive, I’¨m really really greatful for people like you helping others. THANK YOU and best wishes to you too!