Hi Tannhauser,

I have gone through similar experiences are you. I think I may be able to help you with some of your questions.

I have also experience the numb detachment inside. I have read it is actually a sign you may be getting closer to your purpose in life. Find that purpose and I think things will get better.

It sounds from your description of your path that one of your purposes may be to help people heal. I have read many healers undergo deep personal trauma in their youth. Google “healer”. I think I may be a healer, too. I personally have found that when I focus on trying to help others with no thought of a reward I have undergone the most positive change in my life. Try to stay present-minded as much as possible to help with your mental well-being. I have heard when our mind wanders we are always making ourselves unhappier.

Trust me when I tell you that there is hope. They say one of the best indicators of greatness is one’s ability to endure suffering. Hang in there. Let people into your life who can help.

• This reply was modified 8 years, 4 months ago by Mark.