Hey @Mel,

I have gone through all your posts on this page…
Since it is now just the feeling part that you would like to be healed, when you are saying “I’m just fed up of feeling like this!”, can you summarize what is bothering you now?

1) Browse the below link
http://www.bachflower.com/bach-flower-remedy-questionnaire/

2) Reply back with the name of the remedy/ies (in bold on the above link). And also post your issue(s) underneath it.

For Example:

Chestnut Bud-
-I don’t learn from my experience
-I keep repeating the same patterns

If you are keen on using Bach flower remedies I may be able to help you with that depending on the issues you post.