Dear spring0108:

The last boyfriend reads like an indecent person, to be calling you names, throwing a set of keys in your face, screaming at you… these behaviors are not a reflection of who you are but who he is.

In your original post, you wrote that you want to Love and be loved. When you love a person, from a parent to a friend, a boyfriend- do you put yourself last, and the one you love, first. Is self-denial part of you being loving to another?

anita