Hi Inky,

Thanks for your reply.

What do you mean that I am not so much a girlfriend? Is that because he did not say “I love you too”?

I am not just an admirer, I am a lover! 🙁

WE share what we don’t share with anyone else. He says that I am the closest to him and he does not like it when I am sad, but he sometimes does what he upsets me.

I am afraid to drop the rope. I cannot stop loving him, I never did, I kept him in my heart safely and when we got closer, it’s like a locked gate in my heart suddenly opened. What if he did not pick it up?

Thanks again for discussing the topic.