Sorry, what I meant was, I’d always make time for him, accommodate him in my home. I am a bit of a contradiction, I’d push him away, by questioning everything, why didn’t he want to go out with me, why always my place, I’d get really upset and angry, and tell him it’s not working out. I’m not happy. He would always either call round or call me to convince me to try. I felt very wanted when he was with me and confused and unwanted when he wasn’t, I hope I’m making sense?