Dear Sarah Min:

You are welcome. I think that you will be okay. You have it in you to be okay.

When you have no  one else, no place to live, and he is the only one.. and he is often kind to you, I understand.

Maybe you should talk to him more honestly, tell him  what you shared here in a calm, non-accusatory, non-confrontational, respectful way. Just tell him what you think and feel- it will make it easier for you to not hold things in, to bring them all up to the open, simply, directly…?

anita