Dear Smile,

it seems that you are a complete doormat, sorry to say that. She walks on your face and you let her do that.

I don”t know – and don”t need to know – whether you have codependency issues, but going back and forth in this terrible relationships takes all your energy and dignity. That relationship has 0 % potentiality to become a healthy one. I have one suggestion for you: for your own benefit you need to RUN and leave all communication with her behind. You deserve so much more! 🙂