Dear Tannhauser:

This Force’s agenda then, is for all humans to spiritually awaken and save planet Earth from total annihilation. It pre-selected you as a pet project, to awaken before the masses. Your two realities are: what you awakened from and what you awakened into: being the only one awake, and in great pain and distress.

There is no advantage to you at all, this awakening and you believe it was not intended for your benefit, that you are a sacrifice for the purpose of the benefiting the collective, in the future mass awakening.

Did I understand correctly?

What you are experiencing is nightmare and it has been going on for so long. It is absolutely dreadful and I very much regret that you are experiencing this. .

Wikipedia, on Kundalini reads: “A spontaneous awakening in one who is unprepared or without the assistance of a good teacher can result in an experience which has been termed as “Kundalini crisis”, ‘spiritual emergency’ or ‘Kundalini syndrome'”-

Can there be… a good teacher for you? One who may help you, I wonder…?

anita