yeah i clearly explained that it was because i was having some anxiety at first and i didn’t want to begin a relationship if that was how i was feeling at the time. I did not want to get into something when i could’ve had the power to end it earlier on to avoid any troubles. Although in hindsight, i feel like i should’ve given this a shot, cause the more i think about it, the more it seems like i really could’ve enjoyed myself. I honestly didn’t give that solid of a reason other than i felt like something “could go wrong”.  As you said i can use this experience to communicate better with the next woman; when calm and when anxious.