Eliana- There is nothing to be sorry for. I have come to terms with it and know that i was delt this hand to learn something from it and grow as a person. I was very restentful as a teenager but as i grew older and i delved more and more into spirituality i have learned so much from it and everything that has happened to m. In a way i am thankful for it, because had i not gone through any of that, i wouldnt be as wise and understanding as i am now.

The only reason i thought i had lost myself is because when some one asks me a hard question about something i like, or asks me if i like something, it takes me a while to answer them. Or when i think i find something i enjoy, such as gardening, i am all for it at first, then it becomes mundane to me. Thank you for your reply!