Yeah he’s fully aware of all of it. I just couldn’t keep it from him. I know this is not his fault or any fault of this relationship. I know this is something I have to work through. What I’m afraid of is not being able to work through it while dating him at the same time. 

He told me that whatever I need to help get through this we should do. And that he will help me in any way that he can. As long as I try. He’s. Even so supportive I just don’t want to lose that vecause I have issues to work through and get a better handle on.