Look, I want to be a successful person. The problem here is that suppose I study for an hour, then I get tired and what will I do. Sure go out or eat something refreshing. But, sometimes it just doesn’t feel like eating or anything. So I open up YouTube and their are some helpful videos to watch. They are informative or teach something. Sometimes they include females to illustrate what they want to teach. I see them but not with an intent of ogling at them. But, when I casually watch videos for pass time that have females in them, I feel something different. I feel like my thinking patterns are changing and makes me less attentive.You know what females wear these days. Okay, now when I am fine and I start studying, I am not that sharp. I don’t feel cognitively smart as I was before I watched. Then, I think that it was fine previously but what went wrong now. Then I come to know that if I casually watch videos in which females appear, it has an impact similar to ogling. Because you feel less smart afterwards.It didn’t happen if I will watch them with a purpose like in the news, learning an important fact.
I will tell you that I don’t have a girlfriend because I want that spare time to explore more about myself. I want to be a successful person like the billionares or millionares are. They get the same 24 hours but they strive to find that extra time. I can’t figure out how they keep themselves healthy phycologically. They are growing day by day in their mental capabilities and I am stuck here figuring what to do. Well I just watched a video that had females in them for pass time not with intent of ogling.
What can be the way out?