[Sept 20, 2017]

Gyunnie!

Today was a very happy day for me. For a really long time, I feel accepted again.

I went to the Catholic club today and I did not get nervous and I talked more relaxedly – I started to open up to people there and live my life again. It is a small step, but I am at least walking towards something. Maybe a future or a hope that things will get better, even without you.

I talked with the Vietnamese guy today at that Bubble Tea place – I started to see some good things in him. Maybe he isn’t so bad. He told me that he is also very lonely, just like me. He was concerned saying that I must have been so busy last semester since you did not have much time for me. It is true but you were still a good boyfriend, regardless of what you or people says.

I hope that one day – we will be able to meet again as different persons in a different situation. A better one, I hope. So I can sincerely smile and wish you well in your life. To always be happy and grateful.

I also noticed that your songs playlist has been changing, your songs are not as depressing anymore. You listen to a song about how changing the address of where you live does not change you as a person. I am here to tell you that it is true. You are still an amazing person, without our prestige university and without student council – you are still so amazing. Everything might change but you will always be Gyunnie. Always. Do not lose faith.

I hope that you are proud of me, If you somehow gets to read this. I know that you will. Because I did one of the bravest thing in my life after the break up : living again. opening up to new people. making friends.

Your Princess,

-Mina