Hello Zeeza,

Thank you for your vulnerability and for sharing this. I read your post and immediately created an account on tiny buddha just so that I could respond.

I am so deeply sorry for the pain that you have gone through. You are not alone. I don’t have anything groundbreaking to say, but please, keep going. It will get better. I’m sure you have heard that a million times, and I’m sure it’s hard to not understand why sometimes we feel back at square one. BUT YOU ARE NOT BACK AT SQUARE ONE. Every gain you’ve made is a gain you cannot lose. Every gain you have will stay with you. Sometimes these cycles of trauma come up again but you are healing in every single moment of it. I promise. Keep going. There is a way out of this. You’re doing great. Believe that.

-A