Chelcie,

I was born into a Christian family and left the religion for good at around the age of 25.  That was 12 years ago and now I can say that I am finally free of those inprisoning beliefs, but I’ve held on to the good parts.

The teacher that absolutely helped me was Neville Goddard.  There are a multitude of wonderful, cheap books of his on Amazon, as well as many live recordings on youtube.  Both are excellent, particularly the recordings, because the authority in this mans voice is rarely equaled.  He teaches the Bible, but a very different interpretation than modern Christianity, that changes your perception of the things you learned at church into a metaphysical one.  I know without a doubt I would not have evolved to the place I am today without his teachings.

I recommend checking them out.  The Power of Awareness and Feeling is the Secret are my favorite books.

Dont get too hung up on how you feel.  It will change.  It always does!  ❤️