Just a quick update, and some venting that needs to be done…

He sent me a text saying ‘Hope your day was ok.  Thinking of you’. I didn’t respond, but sent him an email the next day saying that I understand that he needs time to himself to figure things out etc.  I also said that I didn’t think it would be a good idea to hang out this weekend (he had mentioned hanging out when I left his place- even though we were broken up??).  I said that I need time to myself for a couple of weeks, and we could meet then to talk.  He replied and said thanks for understanding, and that yes we could meet then.  He said it’s been really difficult, hoped I was ok, and apologized again.  I’m just really confused by what he wants.  He says he loves me, still wants to see me etc.  This is why I told him I need a couple of weeks…to give him what he wants, and to give him a chance to miss me and figure it out.  I don’t know what I’m expecting to happen in a couple of weeks though.

I miss him so much.  Yesterday was the first day we had no contact at all, and all I want to do is text him.