Dear Abhishek:

You smoke and drink so to feel better, correct? And if you prefer to eat junk foods, it is to feel good, isn’t it? When in unhealthy habits, it is not because we want to be unhealthy, not usually, I don’t think. Our motivation is to feel better because we normally don’t. That is why you felt deprived.

You wrote: “not like i dont have friends and family i do but i want somebody on the emotional level”- do you mean that you do not connect to friends and family on the emotional level? If not, what is the nature of the connections, and if these connections are emotional, will you elaborate on the nature of the emotional, past and present?

anita