@tricia Thank you so much for your reply, your story is lovely, it’s great to hear there are others who experienced this amazing state of love!

My homeopath did not leave me to go through anxiety with nothing, she gave me quiet a few remedies, however they did not help as much. It is nice that you had your anxiety dealt with very easy and quickly. And you have done so many interesting alternative courses and therapies, that is great, so nice that they helped you through your journey. And wow, past life traumas and rage, that is indeed amazing that those things are stuck with us, we carry karma and other unresolved issues with us and each day gives us opportunity to work on those.

I also remember now that during that time the golden rule was present, I was talking with others the way I would want to be talked to. The more I think this way the more I start feeling that love again, and then I notice some blocking thoughts appear, so I gotta keep on clearing those thoughts. Another thing during that time was that all love and kindness was reflected to me by other people, I noticed people smiling more back, they would simply offer little kind things to me, I was amazed as I did not even expect anything and they were coming, so I felt even more joy hehe.

So gonna keep on going, It is worth everything!

btw this lovely person had exactly same experience http://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1helen_s_ste.html

All the best!