Hi Dear,
I’m sorry for your pain–continue on for yourself! YOU are a great reason to continue on this journey, be kind to yourself.
Can I share something that helped with some of my previous struggles?
The book Things Are Going Great In My Absence by Lola Jones helped me to leave my struggling and suffering behind and get relief. It wasn’t hard, it was easy…I can now make better and more deliberate choices and create more effectively for my life, I’m happy and free now.
I see that you have been searching and seeking help for sometime and I urge you to try Lola’s book. Lola taught me that there’s no need to constantly seek and “work on myself”. I really just wanted to share because this book has helped me so much. I’m a new person now with a whole new life and I owe it all to this book. Please check it out, and I hope it helps you like it helped me!

Sending so much love and ease, Cara