Yeah, I know. Yes. I’m a master when it comes to have people interested in me and not being interested in them. That’s what sucks you know? I just wish to be corresponded when it comes to relationship. And it makes me sad because it seems it is something easier for everyone. Today I went downtown and felt so bad for seeing couples and couples and me all by myself. I wish so much someone with me.

And yes, I know it is a process. But with this guy for instance, it seems to have stopped. And I feel a littlw hopeless. I see love, couple life as something so beautiful, even with the bad moments, and I want it for me.

I also have few friends. Some already date, some just want to hook up, there is one that started talking to her ex and I’m already afraid they get back together because I’ll be by myself again.

And I haven’t hung out very much, for, again, those who date don’t wanna meet me, those who don’t date just want to go to parties where we can’t get to meet anyone who want serious stuff.