It’s been 3 weeks and there has been contact once from me (negative), I was so angry he left me after making love to me and talking again about a wonderful future and the next night before the fight on phone offered to come bring me tablets as I was sore (60 miles to drop off tablets, who does that if they don’t care?! It doesn’t make sense) I then fought with him over something silly and he said I’m sorry I can’t hanfle this, I’m not coping I’m struggling and don’t have the strength for it all and this relationship. I am so upset I have pushed him away and will regret it for the rest of my life, we could’ve been so good together. We wanted the family unit, same interests, attracted to each other. It’s such a shame. I messaged him today sesaying I missed him and would like to see him and he saw it 2 hrs ago and hasn’t responded. I know I need to move on but it’s so hard to leave him.