The taughts in me are really confusing right now with the mental rate im going through right now. I and my boyfriends mom had a fight because i saw their house in a messy situation. That sounds so weird i know but thats the truth and she was mad with me till she had to tell me im no one, im seperating her son from her and all sort of things it hurts but i still said sorry to them not knowing whats my fault. It’s her birthday tomorrow and im confused if i should text her or no because she blocked me from all social medias right before i speaked to her but after few days she unblocked me but I’ve not hear it from her.

A part of me is saying text her be humble it’s going to be a mess of ur future if ur gonna step back but another part of me is just not calmed about the incident and expecting for her to start the conversation. Even if i asked sorry and refused to hate them but the sour feeling is still there. Im scared she might get aggressive or annoyed by my text i don’t wanna ruin her special day ofc but what if im gonna ruin it by not texting?

Im so confused right now i tried asking my boyfriend and he said text if u want or dont text if u dont feel right i can tell her u wished. Can someone just choose between text or dont for me?