Dear Roo1:

I never intended or attempted to have a child. Women who share your motivation to have a child and to have suffered a miscarriage will be best to express to you their empathy and similarity of emotional experience that follows the devastation you expressed here.

Perhaps a support group of women who share your experience can be a healing place for you. Here, you are welcome to share more of your thoughts and feelings. Maybe other members can relate better to your specific situation. I can relate to emotional devastation of other kinds, and will reply to you if it may be of any help to you.

anita