Yes Anita. But I hadn’t decided on leaving him for good.

But this is what happened last evening.

As I said Im taking some time off so we aren’t talking to each other amd he’s waiting for me to heal. Last evening i got a msg “I hope this doesn’t put our future in jeopardy” and I replied “it did the moment you went with someone else. And didn’t want us to be back”

Guess what he said that he also “has enough reasons” to not trust me, I didn’t suffer at all, he was only one who suffered. 

Yes I did a mistake. I hurt by wanted to take a break but it was for the good of both of us. And I made up for it . I never hurt him even once after. But he says I dont get to decide if I made up for it or not. I really don’t understand because I never treated him poorly and described him with low regard. But yet I’m not the one who suffered.