I think I’m living with the aggression that comes out of me with no specific reason, or at least, I can’t find a reason except that my ego is afraid it’s gonna die so it launches aggression to defend itself. There is a lot of fear inside of me, I can’t find out the reasons for it, because I live in a peaceful environment. I can’t find any trigger for my aggression that would be outside of myself. Simply, when I start feeling relaxed and fine, immediately part of me becomes aggressive. It’s strange but it is so. Something inside of me is resisting the peace and feeling good or fine.