Dear Anita,

there is something else about my childhood that i forgot to mention, i can’t remember how old i was but i’m guessing maybe 2 or 3 four years old, when my uncle, his wife and three of my cousins (my cousin girl who is about 6 months younger than me and his younger brother and sister) moved in to our house, as any other kids we would play all the time but the thing is that me and my cousin girl started to wake up to our sexuality together we would touch each other parts and this continued until we were teenagers and I moved out of my parents house and came to USA. although we never had any sexual intercourse of any kind (i’m thinking because we were aware that what we were doing was wrong) we did experimented so much pleasure together.  (my wife knows about this and she thinks my cousin is still in love of me because on all the staff she posts on her facebook page) so i’m not sure if this is relevant but i wanted to mention it as well.

regarding my mother she was possessive in a way that she would always try to control us (not just me but my brothers think the same way) even a few of my friends talked about how weird and grumpy she was in front of me. don’t get me wrong she loved me and i loved her too but she was just weird.

i will post again if i remember something else. can’t wait for your response Anita until then have a great evening!

Freeman