Dear Anita how much I am happy I can share all this with you.

I think I must cut with her and don’t have any connection with her because she just add more prrsspre and tension to my life .

Last night I was in date and see this new guy he got divorced 5 years ago he has one daughter she is 14 years old . He look nice and he told me he want to know me more and we go out more .after than when I come back all the night I was crying and ask my self how I trow 5 years memories in rubbish like this and I missed my ex bf and I wish to talk with him again see him again

I don’t remember how I spend the night any way in the morning I got email from ex that he again said I love you I can not live with out you be patient please

Today I stay at home because I don’t feel well I don’t answer calls I rejected all them .and I really fill so confused Anita I am waiting for you thanks