Yes , thats exactly what i related it to be and i might even be wrong, i might thought about it a bit and started getting this feeling and just didnt notice (instead of feeling it and then relating it to her) , but i didnt think it that much the next days and things were fine , then i started thinking about it when i was about to leave to her house and it came back , so even if it originally felt something is wrong , i assumed its the excitement being over after spending almost three weeks together , sleeping together and spending most of the day together , which is alot and should be fine if excitement lowers, but as days progressed i started this whole overreacting and the question turned into “do i even love her” .
i know we spent a lot of time together and things have gotten normal and casual , which is something i didnt expect to happen and have changed my view on long term relationship ever since this entire thing started , but the whole storm that came afterwards is entirely me , that one im sure of .
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