Hello Anita. I was diagnosed with depresion in fall of 2017. When The relationship was forming, it calmed down, I didnt need any meds and I was kinda fine. Recently i started visiting psychotherapist but the only thing we keep talking about is her. I just cant get over the fact that she doesnt want me anymore. and just wants to be friends and then things like today night happen. and i just dont know what to do. I dont want to be here anymore. Life and people around are just laughing everytime I stumble. Its like a reality show.