Inky:

His current girlfriend is not in fact a part of the same friend group, she lives in another country and they met when they were both exchange students years ago… I know she has visited here though a couple of times and they have been out to places where he and I have been. Just the thought of her coming to something that my (and his) friends are throwing, gives me the creeps and… yeah, I don’t think I could handle those feelings at all.

Truthfully, it seems a lot more likely that even though him and I had chemistry for a long time and developed some serious feelings for each other, his real true love is his current girlfriend. And yeah, that’s the confusing part. I guess it’s highly possible for someone to feel strongly for two people, it’s not the first time in history… I guess I should not make myself more of a victim in this than necessary. I just wish I had what he has, and I thought we could have. Until then I don’t really want to hang out with our common friend group, even though it sucks declining invitations and missing out on fun times.