Wow, this is why I am staying single…. I feel bad for your BF. He sounds like amazing guy. And I’ll avoid the shaming that happens in such cases on replies. You “Deserve” ? No one deserves anything. If you are happy then stay with him, if you love him then be with him, but if you think the grass is greener somewhere else, I have a kitchen sink to sell you. You’re reducing your BF to someone you can put a number on. He is a 5 and you want a 7 or even an 8. Hypergamy in full action here. I think you should leave him, he deserves better than you. Good luck.