Dear anita

Firstly my demo went very well. I am loving this side of me, i did not ever think it was possible for me to approach anything in the outside world calmly and see it through. I got praised but it did not make a difference, i was already proud of myself 🙂

As for the arranged marriage. I will find a reason to say no to every guy she brings forward until I move out. I do not have the time or energy to go through me saying no to arranged marriage and her acting frenzied. Should i find something interesting in a guy, i will see the guy as if it was a date online. I am going to consider this dating and not marriage and i have clearly told her that . It is the smoothest way out for me. And about me being tired and not assertive on a given day, I will be saying yes to a date and not the marriage. I could use some experience with dating, although this is probably nothing like that, i will see where each of my encounters takes me.

Girija