Oh, Laden. I felt it was a sign to write to you this lovely night. I was just reading about another person online who is going through a similar situation as you with a divorce. Falling in love is a magical ride to go on. However, it comes with tons of turbulence, anxiety-ridden fears, and anything gut dropping involving the unknown. I don’t say this to intimidate you, I say this to not beat around the bush.

View your singlehood as a blessing. I know being single in this society can make you seem as if you’re an outsider. I’m with Anita, though. There is nothing wrong with you. I can tell you have a compassionate heart and that you love with every fiber of your being. But to give that to another person, all of that compassion and zeal for life has to be aimed at yourself. In a world where doubting yourself profits love industries, liking and of course, loving, yourself is a truly rebellious act. The gym life sounds impressive. You won’t just be healthier physically, but mentally and emotionally as well. If you do end up falling in love again, it should be someone who has the same goal as you in wanting to raise a family.